There are many things that inspire me in my everyday life. But what inspires me when it comes to my other passion: drawing? I love to draw, but there are specific things I draw. Namely I like to draw naked women. Weird huh? It comes so effortlessly. So, I have have been wondering why. Why sometimes I get those pictures in my mind that I feel I need to save them on the paper? Why naked women? It is a bit hard to explain that moment. It's like I sit in the class, listen to a boring lecture or just chill and watch TV and then suddenly I get that flash image of a woman act after which I don't even care what's going on around me. I just have to express that moment on the paper. Once I start with it I can't and I won't quit until I'm done with it. Sometimes it takes even a couple of hours, but I don't even notice how the time flies. I do not get hungry, I do not get sleepy...I do not really get anything. I hear or see nothing around me. It's like my body doesn't exist...only my ideas and urge to create. I enjoy every moment of it...and by the end I feel totally satisfied. Can I compare that feeling to sex...hahaa..yeah...probably...I really can. I would call it orgasm of creativity then. It happens a lot when I'm feeling blue. That's when the best ideas and flash images come to my mind.
Anyway...still...why women and why are they always naked? No...everything is fine with my sexual orientation...lol...I know that for sure. When I get that flash of a woman I never see her face...body is what matters. So, I don't have a muse, but people when they see my drawings usually ask if it's me on the pictures. They say that their features have something in common and that they remind them of me a bit. But I never try to draw myself, not intentionally at least. So, maybe I am my own muse...I inspire myself... :)
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